Soulfully Fed

"Blue Monday" - Annie Lee You will never be enough for someone that has no self love, self awareness or will power. People pleasing has been a huge problem for me. You are consciously entering into a contract that has no end unless you put a stop to it. In my poem "Egotistical Love" I address the matters of the contract. Not only does this apply to romantic relationships it applies to platonic as well. People not only want you to live their life for them but they also want you to carry their crosses and save them. I had to come to an understanding of why everyone kept coming to me for all the things. Nobody wants to do the work no matter what that work may be. Everyone wants an easy way out and everyone wants to skip steps using my name. I will not go through your Hell and carry you while my feet get burned. Nobody came to save me while I was in my Hell you know why? Because I never wanted to drag anybody down there with me. Most people are just getting to know the

Play this game for me Change for me Energy exchange for me Wash away the pain for me Love is a gamble You got more heart to spend? I need more x10 Dont worry you might be able to mend it yourself in the end You must not have read the fine print my friend

All my life yall had me thinking I was a demon Ms. Attitude but never pinpointed the reason Thawed out my heart now my Soul beaming Can’t you see it? Everytime I write this shit come to life This is my Soul cleaning 2023 is the year of completion full of lessons, blessings, or deletion I know you can’t see it but my God said be still, I’m up next in line to redeem it The first shall be last and the last shall be first I’m just writing to be obedient